A letter to myself
Dear Torrie,
When are you going to learn that watching Grey's Anatomy right before bed is not a good idea?
Especially when one of the characters is battling Melanoma, the same disease you watched your father die from. Especially the night before the anniversary of September 11th. Especially the day after someone close to you had a 12 hour surgery. Especially when you have a million things to accomplish in the next few days. Especially when you've had a really tough week.
Do you enjoy only getting ONE HOUR of sleep because you spend all night tossing and turning because your mind is racing?
When will you learn?
(You idiot.)
Love,
Your Subconscious
Comments
Okay, you can berate yourself as much as you like, but the name calling has got to stop, young lady.
Ask yourself the questions, wonder about it all, but there isn't a need to call yourself names. That's just not necessary.
And I'd probably avoid the Gray's Anatomy for now, although I cut back a long time ago. the whining got on my nerves a bit too much.
Hang in there, you've got people pulling for you and sending good vibes your way (I know of 2 in Texas).
Posted by: Cranky Amy | September 13, 2009 01:30 AM
oy, honey. the flashbacks are very tough (my dad had melanoma too). it does not go away, but it does get less hard. xo
Posted by: jen | September 29, 2009 03:24 PM